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[02 Jun 2007|12:42am] |
So work sucked tonight. I had a really nice Pomegranate Rockstar energy drink but after it was gone I felt like shaky and lightheaded and all that jazz. But that's not why I'm upset.
So at senior day today we got yearbooks and I hadn't gotten a chance to look at it much because I was swimming at Jayme's with the girls..so i take it to work so I can skim while I expo. I leave without it and freak out so I call work and tell the hostess to get it from the kitchen and put it in the office so nothing could happen to it. 30 minutes later I get a call from one of the cooks saying.."We found your yearbook under the counter..but we sprayed down the kitchen first so it's ruined..you can't even read the signatures". What makes it worse is my award for outstanding scholar that was signed by the President of the USA was in there also. All I wanted to do was make my dad proud for once in my life and now I can't. I lost all my friend's signatures and have to pay money for a new one so I pretty much lost money at work instead of making it. And on top of everything...I miss my brother bear and he hasn't even moved out yet...=(
prom is tomorrow.
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[15 May 2007|10:41pm] |
I haven't updated in almost three months.
I think that's because I have nothing to say.
Car accident is almost paid off. Only $150 left.
Court in July for that...stupid bitch is going to jail.
Attended a wake Sunday.
First time I've ever seen a dead body.
I cried. My heart is with you and your
family Jose'..your sister will be dearly missed.
Other than that..
I want summer to be here NOW.
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[22 Mar 2007|10:55pm] |
I had fun today/tonight.
I love Heather baby.
Brittany and Angelica are funnnn!
I have a migraine but will be soundly sleeping soon.
I like alliteration.
I keep reminding myself every morning that without suffering there would be no compassion in the world...remember it.
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[15 Mar 2007|08:37pm] |
Graduation is 3 months away. Thank God.
Prom is June 2nd.
So excited for both.
School is good, I guess.
I can only miss like 2 more days though. :-/
I got a senior superlative. "Life of the Party" hahah.
I love my boyfriend. I love my cat.
Brother Bear is moving out soon....ugh.
ODU in the fall.
DC on Saturday with baby to see Explosions in the Sky.
I'm swell. How are you?
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[26 Feb 2007|09:15pm] |
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So I told my mom tonight more than I probably should have. I know it will come back to bite me but I am making the attempt to get close with her so I can have a semi-decent relationship with one of my parental units. Trust is definitely a missing link so I thought I'd be honest for a change. She now knows that I am "sexually active", smoke cigarettes and have two tattoos. All of which she should've known by now, of course. Me and my baby's two years and 4 months is very close ..I mean come on. I leave ashes all over the car along with lighters, empty packs and butts in the tray ...hello? I just got my other tattoo but it's on my foot..how hard is that to find? Anyways she promised to keep all of this from my dad..which is what I'm praying she'll do because if most or all of that gets out..I'll need a place to stay until I move in which Zach. hahah. Wow. At least I can smoke outside with my mom now when my dad's not around. The perks of being an adult.
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[08 Feb 2007|10:56pm] |
My mom is still in the hospital. It seems like the only time we get along is when she is really sick. Once I get my nursing degree, I could take care of her. I've been in a really morbid state of mind the past few days, I guess it's from watching "A Walk to Remember" and my mom being hospitalized.
On a more positive note, my best friend will be back from JMU tomorrow and fun times shall be had by all. She is me in another body, I swear. I am so excited to have my "best" back.
Zach and I are going to look at the pet store tomorrow for puppies! Then he's going to Richmond and I'm going to Bayside General to pay my mom a visit. Then I have work like always. I hate work. sdlkfjkgj. The anticipation of crunk time always makes it go by faster though.
 
Ps- I found a dress for prom today,a really nice 400 dollar dress. I would like to add that I am claiming the sole right to wear yellow to prom. I am going to look like Belle from my favorite Disney movie, "Beauty and the Beast". My boyfriend is growing a beard to make it fit appropriately (kiddddding..I think). Anyone else who wears yellow is hella lame and a jocker. =]
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[16 Jan 2007|08:44pm] |
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So midterms are next week and I am a mess. The reviews are all insanely long..in addition to the paper I already am behind on for English 212. That paper is actually due by 9 AM tomorrow morning and I have yet to start on it. I have 5 A's and a B so I don't know why I am stressing so much..probably just the pressure to keep the grades up. But why? Whenever I get stressed about my grades I just remind myself that I don't get the chance to apply to any colleges. I am going less than five minutes away due to lack of funding. sigh. Oh well, what can you do. I suppose I will continue to juggle my babysitting and working with my school work and boyfriend even though there is no reward in sight for doing so. At least graduation is in less than 5 months. Prom is in less than 4. Spring break with the boyfriend to South Carolina? Going to DC with the boyfriend in March. Valentine's in less than a month. There is still some things to be excited about.
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[08 Jan 2007|08:52pm] |
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I feel I must write for the mere fact I haven't written in quite some time. School is still school..onward progress I suppose. Just about half a year left and then I move on to bigger and better things. Things like helping people. :] I can't wait to be a nurse. or a wife. or a mom. I swear I am a decade ahead of myself. In the mean time, slavestressing is my occupation until someone finds me a job with wicked good pay. I've had the flu since Wednesday and am glad I am definitely better. On the other hand, I have a wisdom tooth growing in..so I guess I will be in pain eternally. One thing I have realized with all this extra time on my hands..being sick and all..friends are fallible. I don't want to rely on people who can be so flaky. I guess that's what my problem was..dependence. So my "friends" reading this..which I know a number of do..I would love to hear from you and, more so, hang out with you. You have my number..the telecommunication will be a one way path from here on out, you know how to reach me. Lindsay, who is more of a sister than a friend..is coming down from JMU friday so we can go to the saosin/sensesfail/alexisonfire show..i wouldn't mind missing it..but what are friends for? I am glad I have a best friend who I also "get physical" with. haha without my boyfriend..I'd probably kill myself because he's pretty much the only friend to call me not only to hang out, but also just to talk. Despite the somber subject matter of this entry..I am glad to say I am in a great mood. Hope everyone had a great New Years!!!!
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[10 Dec 2006|09:57pm] |
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My boyfriend caused me to have a major panic attack last night when he kept knocking on my window, waking me from a DEEP sleep caused by working like a zombie after a night of no sleep. I was unaware of exactly what was happening and was confused about what time it was, where I was and why I was on the phone without remembering answering it. I definitely flipped out for the first time in a while, shaking and crying.. but regained composure quickly. I've gotten better with my anxiety but it's still there. I've also gotten better with my insecurity, I can look in a mirror and not be completely happy..but at least not unhappy. December is going by so fast and I have no complaints. I want it to be Christmas so we can see the lights at the beach, open our presents by the tree, walk in town center while it's snowing, get starbucks and then cuddle by the fireplace. Christmas is killing me, I've saved up 400 dollars so far and have every intention of spending it all. I like shopping online. :) digjsdifjgndfgjidsjg. I haven't updated this in forever, excuse the rambling.
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[19 Nov 2006|12:50am] |
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Birthday was funnn. Partied Friday night. Boyfriend for over 13 hours today/tonight. Movies, dinner, abercrombie presentsss.. etc etc. I'm so glad Nate, Joe, Anthony, Ryan, George and Brandon are either all back or about to be all back. Nate came to my birthday dinner. I miss soccer season of last year. I miss last year. I miss LINDSAY ORTIZ who is basically my sister. She will be back TUESDAY and we are going to the clubs haha. I love life. I got a 3.5 on report cards. I'm starting as a server tomorrow at work. Still very much in love for forever. Life is good and I'm soaking it all up. 18..woop woop.
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